Just like most other people, I sincerely hate lying. I like to think of myself as the sort of person who can tell when they are being lied to or deceived. However I've recently been getting the wool pulled over my eyes and I didn't know it.
I'm not sure if I didn't see it coming because I plain out didn't WANT TO or because I just didn't pick up on it at all. In hindsight, I think the possibility could have been considered if I had allowed my mind to wander there.
But I hate thinking the worst of people, especially in win-win situations where everyone is having fun and I like all the people. Sometimes I prefer to ride with blinders and/or just wear my rose colored glasses. Having to always read into things wears on me.
This person has not been outright lying to me but I think he's been conjuring up some some alterior motives that I had not considered.
This puts me in a position to stop the madness and I'm pretty sure I do not appreciate being here. I hate it when people put me in the situation where I have to cause awkwardness or be unpleasant. Because than I'm the one that brought it up, started it up, what have you.
I do not like having to call people out on their ethics. I'd prefer to mind my own business and live and let live. However, it seems I'll be getting drug around in the mud if I don't do something. The situation has the potential to get me in trouble and make me look pretty bad. So on to awkward and accusing conversation here I go!
