Thursday, August 13, 2009

Off the Ledge

So I went out to dinner with some friends last night and I think it was the turning point in my mind and heart about all this waiting (and I didn't use any alcohol, lol).

I have decided that because I am not in control of it, I can't worry about it. I went into my interviews and did a really good job. I received many compliments during my stay and after I got back. If I had to go back and do it again, I wouldn't change a thing.

If I do not get hired for this job, it had nothing to do with me. I am sure of that. If I am not hired, it will be unfair to me and someone else's lucky break. But that's life and I can move forward from there.

I really do think they will hire me though. I think they are just very busy. *crosses fingers*